I need to just shut down I don't know what I need, I don't know what to think Should I suffer anymore, die, or find a shrink? I just can't believe you
Every time I pull myself up it drags me down Even if I learn to expect it I never quite get used to it Where the hell will this take me? Will I ever
eyes But I see it's true now And there's nothing, nothing I can do When I wanna be beautiful I wanna be just like you Must I stay as I am? When I wanna
still I'm asking questions after I know I should go So I vomit the anxiety and sometimes more And I slip on the remnants I thought I had cleaned before I
left to give I'm sorry I can't just stay out of the way When every thought reminds me of how it used to be I miss everything I miss everything I miss
I knew what to do and I did it wrong Just one simple task but instead I stumble on When the past comes to haunt me I just try to forget That all this
at me am I running away? It's a sacrificial lamb for you, 20 years late I will show you who you are, I will show you what you really are inside I will
I feel I'm dead on my feet I wanna tell you how I feel but I'd break your heart With the suicidal song (No one needs more/I'll be ok) I'm sick of staying
